the excitement finally dies down

earning your first dollars really gives you something of a feeling. it's the feeling of getting paid for what you have done or been doing before. i guess it has something to do with knowing subconsciously that somehow you are on your way to independence, that washes away the guilt that comes with asking for allowance.

after the excitement has finally died down, like now, it's time to move on to the next step - find more students! yes and try to save as much as i can to at least go somewhere in asia, maybe korea or japan or something. i really wanna go skiing.

and i have decided to spend my hard earned money i earned from my first lesson on a book.


a very insightful read if you are even slightly into guns n' roses or velvet revolver or just wanna have a glimpse of a rock legend's life. it's just pure sex, drugs, and fucking rock n roll.