a sad day...

dad just called. grandpa passed away.

he told me to call grandpa over the weekend because his bronchitis acted up again and this time it was serious enough that he had to be hospitalised.

i didn't call. i didn't forget. i was too lazy to pick up the damn phone.

it's just all the world's guilt and me now.

i don't wanna be seen as the prodigal son, the unfilial grandson. i didn't even get to say goodbye.


fuck.