walk the line

she said to me over the phone she wanted to see other people
i thought... well then look around, they're everywhere
she said that she was confused
i thought... darling, join the club

the fine lines we walk in our lives, between having and not having, living and dying, between caring and not caring, moral and immoral. seems like those lines are blurring, fast... nothing is so clear cut as before anymore.

honour, discipline, integrity, passion, and that desire to just go that extra inch no matter what it takes. where art thou?

i want to effect change. i want to make a difference. but thou cannot change by not changing. the one man crusade with me leading the calvary charge seems hopeless. so what? i have my honour, discipline, integrity, passion and that inner desire to fall back on. i think that when it comes to the crunch, many can go that extra mile. but i KNOW that when it comes to the crunch, i can go two.

i'm all tangled up, but i know i can't give up. i feel the weight i carry on my shoulders. i want the change, and i'll do what it takes. hoping, believing. it's all on me now, so bring it on...


+listening to: bonus track by pearl jam