when you head says one thing and your body does another

Image via Wikipediai am in pain.

my knee hurts, relatively badly. my elbow hurts too and i can't think of any reason why it should. and i think my right eye is infected, it's red now. probably because i got hit in the eye by a ball the other day. and the cough that i thought was gone, has recurred.

mentally i'm slightly exhausted too, partially from sensory overload in a short period of time (yesterday), partially from too little sleep or too much brain inactivity. when i sit there and do nothing, i like to dream, and think, about anything and everything. maybe i think too much. but it's one of those things that i really enjoy doing.

i woke up at 6 in the morning feeling like i'm falling a part. then i just sat in the dark and listened to music, hoping that the sun wouldn't come up. i wanted to do something constructive, but i just couldn't bring my self to it. i need some comforting, or for someone to tell me to snap out of it and get on with my life.

so i dream on, while my body continues to hurt like a bitch.


+listening to: ted the mechanic by deep purple