all the world at my fingertips

i've got so many things laid out in front of my eyes that erm, honestly i don't know what to do next. the emails kept coming with subject headings such as "...action required", "selection needed for...", "...important coursework info", etc.

it's a little too overwhelming, and the fact that i was informed today of my residential hall assignment for uni does not provide any relief at all. you see, i was assigned to snyder hall, one of the "six-packs", also renowned for being "party" halls. well i guess i can only blame myself, because it was the only substance-free (read: good boy) hall on offer. apparently you cannot be intoxicated while you're staying there or you'll get kicked out. i guess i'll just have to crash somewhere else on those really plastered-to-the-wall days.

the morning session was pretty sweet. the boys actually showed up before i did and it was a bit more relaxed with more focus on individual skills. and one particular team drill at the end made me glad to see how far they've come since the end of the season. i'd like to think part of the credit goes to me, but honestly i couldn't even possibly begin. because i saw something that i haven't seen in a while - that unmistakable sheen in some of their eyes, that glitter, and maybe signs of that desire. i know to some of them, this game really means a lot and that they truly love it. i know.

i desperately want to watch a good movie tonight to let off some steam, but i'm terribly undecided on which one. hmm... time to make a decision...

There Will Be Blood it is.



+listening to: central park west - your lady by jeff richman