mind in a mess

i took the last bus home from boon lay interchange and ended up oversleeping. just spent 45 minutes walking home and finally got back at 1.15am. why are things so screwed up.

when i got home there was a letter waiting for me. my failure to conform to required standards had resulted in serious consequences for next semester. it's all down to the TGPA (technical gpa) argh... i guess i really screwed up the ECE classes last semester. this is a failure of epic proportions and it's nobody's fault but mine. this holiday shall be devoted to turning my life around, because i refuse to give up.

hence begins a new journey and another challenge to overcome. suddenly my purposeless holiday had a jolt of life injected into it. there's something to work towards again. all i ask is that you look upon me with the same gaze as before, or maybe include me in your prayers no matter your faith, if you like.

i believe that the greatest failure is when you fall down and you stay down. and there's no way i'm staying down.