so much is going on

there's a whirlwind going on around me, so many people. so many things. but i hold still, not budging. maybe i've learnt to finally say no. maybe i'm just being my old self from... well it was a long time ago.

i've been rediscovering that person i've been trying to suppress with a little help. i've kinda forgotten what it's like to feel like you're alive. kicking, trying to catch your breath.

and riding... oh how i love to ride. it's just the pure joy of being in a constant flow and feeling like one with your bicycle. i don't think i'll ever stop riding from now on. through winter and whatever other crap that might be coming my way. it's the adrenaline rush everytime you start pedaling. and it responds. like it's alive.


+listening to: voices by dream theater