a crazy heart

haven't spoken in days to anyone except for today. and then i spoke to 3 people today. the 2 guys, and then professor levinson. it was a really humbling experience, a real conversation with someone wise and understanding. he wasn't like the rest of them who just looked down and and put a label on me. he believed that i wanted to be here and that i could turn this thing around.

i think it's the reassurances that i need. life is so short of those. i've always been giving people reassurances that i forgot how much i needed them myself. to have someone tell you that you can do this. a 4.0 gpa is not impossible.

oh and i'll definitely remember this famous line for the rest of the semester: "stop pussying around and get your shit together." - the scrumhalf tells his coach.


+listening to: hello trouble by buck owens