just

looks like dinner is going to be soup again. this week needs to pass me by quickly, so does the next, and the next...

sometimes i wished that i knew what i needed to do to get rewarded with some good karma. trying to treat everyone with the best of intentions, and all the things i thought i've done right, i don't know.

i desperately need a summer job now that the end of the semester is approaching. and i can't seem to find one. i've looked everywhere. any job will do. i just need to save up a little bit of money to fulfill a dream come next summer. the thought of the dream being so close, yet having to miss out on it depresses me.

i really want this. and i just need a little luck. please listen.

and RIP to the 29 miners who died in wv. hard working men and women deserve to be remembered too, not just shannon hoon and kurt kobain.

+listening to: the spirit carries on by dream theater