going through my drawer, i found a note that i had kept since 2008. it was given to me by SY's mum - the words were the culmination of wisdom over the years all condensed into the size of a business card. reading them made me emotional, it made me realize how much i'm missing the past.
my bags are all packed even though my flight is over a week away. i need to disappear for a while and lose myself in a totally foreign place, that is until the other me catches up with me again.
who are we living for? everyone that has entered my life for the past 3 years are just going to become a distant memory again. this pattern will likely repeat itself over and over again for the rest of my life. it feels like i don't really know anyone at all. i resent change, but most of all i resent my inability to develop any sort of lasting interpersonal relationships.
don't you be a passerby, oh won't you sit down and stay a while.
+listening to: passerby by dispatch
1 says:
Hey Leex, I'm sure that we all ain't just passerby in your life man, because I know that friendship made in any way could last a really long time. At least for me it will, so don't go thinking that you leaving for vacation will severe ties with me alrite! =D
-Nickeith
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