+listening to: man on the side by john mayer
Monday, May 16
| say goodbye |  |
tis the end to an academic year again. graduates graduate, friends and lovers part for the summer and go their separate ways.
it's been a rough year, both in terms of school and in terms of accepting myself for who i am. even though there are moments that will always be cherished, it's time to leave it all behind and say goodbye to this place, to people i'll probably never see again.
+listening to: say goodbye by dave matthews band
Wednesday, May 11
Saturday, May 7
| passerby | |
going through my drawer, i found a note that i had kept since 2008. it was given to me by SY's mum - the words were the culmination of wisdom over the years all condensed into the size of a business card. reading them made me emotional, it made me realize how much i'm missing the past.
my bags are all packed even though my flight is over a week away. i need to disappear for a while and lose myself in a totally foreign place, that is until the other me catches up with me again.
who are we living for? everyone that has entered my life for the past 3 years are just going to become a distant memory again. this pattern will likely repeat itself over and over again for the rest of my life. it feels like i don't really know anyone at all. i resent change, but most of all i resent my inability to develop any sort of lasting interpersonal relationships.
don't you be a passerby, oh won't you sit down and stay a while.
+listening to: passerby by dispatch
Thursday, May 5
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