learning and going to class can be fun, to a certain extent.
definition: a certain extent, below the threshold or the limit.
a week has almost gone by, and the classes are getting crazier and crazier. other than my math class, my intro to engineering class and intro to computing systems class are becoming increasingly unfathomable.
but then again that's because i'm probably lagging behind in readings. which is where the 3-day labour day weekend comes in this week, 2 of which will be spent in chicago, and i guess that leaves me with the whole of monday to play catch up. how very fun.







+listening to: dani california by red hot chili peppers
Thursday, August 28
| [DON'T] get it started... | ![]() |
Monday, August 25
| first day of class | ![]() |
the fall semester has official begun. and with it came the change of seasons. a perfectly sunny morning outside was a freezing 13 degrees C, and there i was walking to class with my ass frozen wearing a t-shirt and bermudas. smart choice.
the three-hour ECE110 lab got canceled much to my relief, so i had literally nothing to do till 2 pm. that was also when the fun started, with 2 highly entertaining lectures and then followed by a meet-n-greet/barbeque at the engineering quad.
by the time the barbeque concluded, it was 6.30 pm but that wasn't the end of the day yet. there was one more finale to the day: English 104 - introduction to film.
it was one of the electives which i desperately wanted to get into, and i'm really glad i got a spot in the class. today was also the inaugural weekly screening session, where we enjoyed the film north by northwest directed by alfred hitchcock. it was definitley a breath of fresh air from all the techincally challenging engineering and math courses and i can really see myself looking forward to every monday instead of dreading it.
i've been thinking about a challenge that someone's posted recently: go to bed every night feeling exhausted.
it's not about being tired all day and feeling sleepy. it's about having spent your day with a purpose, knowing that you have put your heart and soul into however short amount of time you have, going to bed knowing that you'll be fully recharged when you open your eyes again, and doing the same thing all over again.
and i dare say, today was one of those days that i spent with a purpose in mind, where i paid attention to every single word the lecturers had to say, and i opened my eyes and mind to everything around me and took it all in.
today i feel exhausted.
+listening to: bold as love by jimi hendrix
Sunday, August 24
| it's not just about fun and games | ![]() |
today was both fun and enriching. the past few days has been an absolute blast of fun, fun and more fun.
there was the late-nighter at the union: basically a night of fun and games consisting of comedians, hypnosis shows, rock-climbing, deal or no deal, caricature drawing and movies. of course there's the incessant free pizzas, popcorn, hotdogs, drinks, freebies, ipod giveaways, you name it.
and today was the "welcome back" campus bloc party: it was just a cornucopia of (again) free food, really interesting sports-oriented games you usually see at amusement parks like reverse bungee, and a variety of sports, plus a dive-in movie at the outdoor pool.
a bunch of us freshmen from my floor got together and headed to the bloc party, probably thinking about scoring some freebies and having a hell of a time and nothing else - which we eventually did. there was the free t-shirts, free beads, free domino's pizza, free smoothies, and we got to go on all the really fun games like dodge ball on an inflated cushion, basketball shootouts, etc.
and then as we ventured through the activities and recreation center (arc in short, best in the states!), we arrived at one of the many basketball courts in the basement. and there was apparently the school wheelchair basketball teams training/openhouse. we were initally sort of just standing there drawn to their amazing skills, but after just a few minutes we were certain that we wanted to try it out.
to be honest, i've only seen people it on tv a couple of times, and i'm surprised at myself for wanting to give it a shot. i guess i just went with the flow. so as we each grabbed a wheelchair and tried to manuvre ourselves on the sidelines while making great conversations with the team members, something dawned on me: we were treating them like their disabilities were non-existent. there was no barrier, just one human being to another.
that was perhaps one of the most humbling moments in my life as far as i could remember. walking in someone else's shoes gave me a fresh perspective, perhaps one which i should have started out with in the first place. i have noticed people with disabilities before, but they were just around and not AROUND. i've seen them at corners of the street waiting to cross the road, i've seen them pass by me. but those were fleeting observations; trivial; at the back of my mind.
but when i played wheelchair basketball with them today, i saw it from their eye-level. how the normal basketball hoop just seemed that much taller; and literally how down-to-earth each and everyone of them are. and i think it's not just me who was humbled - me and the guys went around for a second round, and then a third round.
these men and women are also representatives of the fighting illini, a name that is perhaps more suited to them than their able-bodied counterparts in the various sports; they are no different than us, perhaps even more resilient. it was truly one of those really inspiring moments in life, and it leaves much to be savoured afterwards.
+listening to: tom sawyer by rush
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Friday, August 22
Wednesday, August 20
| safe and sound... and kicking | ![]() |
finally had a breather since all the madness that ensued after the safe touch down on sunday, or monday if you are in the GMT +8 time zone. the flight and the bus ride was killer though, it's like right after a 15 hr flight and then straight to a 3 and a half hour bus ride to school. urgh.
first impressions are definitely a-okay, the food is awesome, but i suspect i'll get sick of it at some point. it's all about being bigger, faster, stronger and better over here. you see that in every facet of life.
+listening to: the sound of wind rushing through the window
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Friday, August 15
| unexpected visitor | ![]() |
have you ever seen a real firefly upclose, like UPCLOSE?
neither have i... until yesterday.
so i walked into my room after dinner and i saw this phantom light thingy on my table and i freaked out. okay maybe not totally freaked out, but i thought maybe my dad had swapped my optical mouse (which had the typical red laser thingy on the bottom) for his (which had a green glow).
and so i turned on the light and saw that my mouse was still where it had been, and this little fellow was just sitting on my table motionless.
and so i used a pen and tried to poke it a little, and it just moved a few steps and settled down again. and so i got more bold and flipped it over. and voila!
omfgwtfbbq!!! i've never seen something so freakishly wicked in my life! two V shaped strips of fluorescent sweetness. at this juncture i thought about what a horde of these little creatures could be saying to me, maybe something like:
all your base are belong to us... muahaha
ok that's it for now. tonight those damn bokkes are going DOWN.
+listening to: going down by G3
Wednesday, August 13
| time to think | ![]() |
these couple of days have been absolute peace compared to the turbulent past couple of weeks, the frenzied shuttling from places to places, the incessant but never finished to-do lists, the endless shopping trips, and the annoying but necessary placement testings that needed to be done before school starts.
so i have had the luxury of really sitting down and doing nothing. and just think, about anything and everything there is. i wasn't thinking about anything in particular, but rather about the greater scheme of things.
where do we come from? why are we here?
i've been looking at this picture a lot since i came across it 2 days ago:
it is a photo (click for high res.) taken by the aging hubble telescope as it completed its recent 100,000th orbit. and somehow looking at it gave me a strange sense of serenity.
it's just that staring into the abyss makes me feel infinitely small, and i think i take comfort in knowing that no matter what i did in this life, no matter how it turns out in the end, it would be infinitely minuscule compared to the great beyond.
that doesn't mean that i would give up trying to do good things and being a good person, it just gives me that confidence to venture into whatever unfamiliar territories ahead. i would say dare to fail is the point of the whole realization/espisode or whatever you call it.
the peace before the storm somehow always seem the sweetest.
+listening to: neon by john mayer
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Tuesday, August 12
| wth is wrong with my internet | ![]() |
okay posting this using the email blogging function, so i'm praying it works.
my internet's has suddenly decided that i'm not worthy. maybe it's because of the olympics and everyone watching the live streams online?
i wouldn't know, because i haven't watched much of the games, other than the dream team smashing china to bits (ouch!) and some swimming events, and oh fencing. it actually looked pretty exhilarating.
and now i shall go back to packing, 4 more days to go!
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