the surrealist

the bbq/picnic today was surreal. it was awesome fun even though it was just a simple get together. i can't believe i had the thought of not attending. i would have felt so miserable.

i think i was truly happy today for once in a long while. happiness doesn't occur to me often, so i'm enjoying every second of it. still savoring the sweet moments.

now off to have some more fun, and maybe get shitfaced, for tomorrow marks the beginning of what is surely gonna be a painful and torturous 3 weeks. i can't wait to get out of here.

good night, and pray for me maybe for those who are believers. i'm gonna need all the help i can get.


+listening to: nothing