insomni-maniac?

 

2 days in a row now, and i'm blogging at this ungainly hour. the perculiar loss of appetite for sleep is starting to puzzle me, because i'm usually a heavy sleeper and 1 o'clock is kinda like my limit when not under the influence of caffeinated beverages.

today is the big day. today signifies the beginning of the grueling preparation for tourney season, well for me at least. i'm gonna have to set things straight with them, send an urgent message across that this is what we live for. today signifies a fresh beginning, severed ties with ways of old, and the tip of the iceberg of what is possibly a monumental struggle to come.

Things haven't been going my way lately. And it seems that the more frustrated i got, the worse the situation became. and all these are on top of the fact that i've got this incredibly annoying cough that just would not go away no matter what i took.

and i'm also attending a University of Toronto reception at the Swissôtel later today. Mike will be there too. I'm pretty psyched about it, since U of T is one of my prospective schools. I do foresee some clash of schedules though, hope i can smooth that out later in the day and i'm also praying that the 7 o'clock rush hour traffic doesn't delay me too much.

i'm so nervous. fingers crossed, hope everything goes as planned